Well these past few days have been interesting and drama filled to say the least.  But, I've felt my little heart being tugged hard towards the decisions I made and knowing God has a plan for all this, I find comfort.  As Superchick (a band..) said, beauty comes from pain.  From this pain I'm finding how much I need Him.  I'm finding that when words become harsh and tears fall, He's the only one here and knows the right things to say (plus with the help of my Mom ).  I love how when you are feeling absolutely low, alone and covered with bruises of invisible wounds and pain brought by words, it feels like He sends down His big, gentle hugs.  A sense of warmth and peace...everything is going to be ok.  I'm slowly coming back to where I was in my walk with Him.  Still so much to learn but this is what I asked for, I asked to be closer to Him and be strong with His light.  Right now, pain is the only way.  Yes, pain sucks. But through pain comes a stronger, wiser, growing person.  I need this, it's hard but I need it.  So in this time I still say Hallejulah and praise Him for what He's doing in my life.  Thank You.

So, in other news.  So far this semester is going well. Minus this horrid, liberal, cussing, English teacher that offended me with her words and disorganization.  Why does my school let in such teachers that don't even care about themselves it looks like, let alone their students.  I knew I wouldn't learn anything in that class and why should my favorite subject of reading and writing be ruined by a bad teacher? As soon as I left that class, I begged my old teaher to let me into his class and thankfully he likes me, so I'm in!  And I know I will enjoy the class much better. I now have 4 classes back to back from 10am to 2pm (I am completely STARVED by the time my classes are over!) and only one class on Tuesdays and Thursdays.  Pretty nice if you ask me  I'm excited, I think it will be a great semester. 

Okey, well tonight we are going to Campus Crusade so I better get all the things on my list done before then.  And, tomorrow is Friday and a 3 day weekend! I kind of want to go home...but I don't feel like driving 3 and half hours.  Erg. 

Have a great weekend everyone.